The most beautiful in my life

aku yang lemah tanpamu

aku yang rentan karena

cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka

sampai jantung tak berdetak

selama itu pun

aku mampu untuk mengenangmu

darimu ... ... ...

ku temukan hidupku

bagiku

kaulah cinta sejati

ooh ... ... ...

bila yg tertulis untukku

adalah yg terbaik untukku

kan kujadikan kau kenangan

yg terindah dalam hidup

namun takkan mudah bagiku

meninggalkan jejak hidupku

yang tlah terukir abadi

sebagai

KENANGAN   YANG   TERINDAH

Oooohhh

W O R K S

Home-made, itu laa yg xtvtv nnt me nk buat....me dgn IKEA mmg cukup sukeeeeeernya...pocket me pon suke gak, hahahaha Tapi me ade laah had2nya biler berblanja kat IKEA sbbnya .. xde HANDY  MANDY  kat umah, karang membli ... tatau laa biler masa nk kuar dari beg plastik ... klu me duk sorang sah2 laa buat sndri .. ni ade housemate anak tukang kayu pon x berjaya juga nak bermakeoverkan :( so 2012 .. hajat ke OCEANIE tu semakin dlm pertimbangan ... so me pun berani laa nk ngemas2 nih ... ingat lg tak citernya kat

 SINI ... ingatkan so biler dah ON je .. nnt me blogkan, insyaallah.

me berharap2 laa dpt membuatnya ... seperti kat bawah nih, lgpun khairan ni kkdng pon bule diharap juga :)
kira masuk pre-skool .. nmpk laa kesungguhan membantu .. anak mak laa :)

so gojes & beautiful!

Since Khairan & me is loving for Thomas & Friends ... totally, me nak buat camni gak :)

So nice ...

This is absolutely amazing makeover for toddler room. Me x nak ngharap apa2 tp me tau smpi mna skala yg me bule buat. Sumetimes to .. kecewa gak klu asyik tertangguh2 je keinginan .. dah laa english pun asyik gtuu je . idup x lalu, mati x mau, balcony lagi .. hancuss btul siap ade kucing2 liar yg duk ade sna sni...dapur lagi ... bukan nk kata .. susah nk kekalkan ...bukan apa, me suka klu cam living room is living room .. siap ade cushion, langsir cool, frame2 piccas wlupun hati me kena gak terima yg living room cam living broom, siap ade tilam laa. surat khabar laa, bag sna sni .. biasa camtu laa byk turnover sgt .. aduh .. tahan je laa hati bertahun2 x kesmpian apa yg diidam2kan, sedeynya!

Semoga tahun WATER  DRAGON ni memberikan API API yg marak utk me laksanakan

Mudah2an dipermudahakan segala mimpi2 me yg amat dirindui.

Khairan & Pre-Skool

 Three (3) days orientation and almost 8 days, khairan went out for pre-school.

Lately, khairan tertido at class ... xox. Terasa, feels so early to sent out him to pre-school, eventho for year 2012 is 4 tp khairan is just turning to 3 yrs 1 month 2 days after 15/12/2011 ... for me it's was still young child...so it's has just started attending a pre-school. am concerned he is not very mature for his age compared that pre-school is too regimented & structured an environment for khairan.

Why got the crayon kaler?

 Y? becoz me suka ambk gmbr2 khairan and blog atau pesbuk, ni kerana senang nak bezakan dari segi pengalaman biler dah ade anak kecik. Zaman dulu is totally different with NOW, 2012.

A BIGGER different  for me biler anak si A camni, anak si B gtulah ..si C aduhhhh!

So,me would like to do re-search for anak sndri ...In this time, me cant says khairan is 100% best. for me sincere alhamdulillah with these ols kinds of piccas .. me knew how is khairan standing at pre-school.

 Khairan & Ben 10

 Wlupun TV is on or whatever,khairan still with his colouring book.

Conclusion ... WE make LEARNING FUN. Mmg tu yg me as mother doing to khairan, x kira apa jua pon, eventho benda tu mahal ker murah ker, branded ke tidak, bahaya ker, comfortable ker as long ia adalah 1 xtvtv yg appropriate & adaptable.

Me like it's somethin' built for fun .. crafts, lesson plan for khairan. Sbb tu .. khairan is behave for all the times .. as like COME & FUN.

Eventho teacher's khairan says khairan are sleeping at the class,to hold pencil NOT in the right way..for me khairan is the situation involving chance and it's just 8 days in the pre-school. What will be me get as a mother only 8 days in the pre-school?
me NOT angry eventho khairan like ANGRYBIRD
me NOT scold the teacher bcoz that is a homework for teacher to teaching
me not sensitip
me not feels hurt

BUT

the journey does not end here.
With his capability & character
me hoping khairan will be sucessful & to be a great man when he's grown up.Yes, that's my son
khairun naim bin khairuddin naim
Together me'll succeed in making well into the future.

At the end of his pre-skool year, khairan will be perform marvelously during the pre-skool concert.
Peace, :)

Holiday at BEIJING, Winter season

December yg lalu on 25th ... sempena belated besday me & khairan..pd mulanya, me berdecided nak gi BINTAN Island for celebrated besday.. ntah camna & xde dlm wishlist pon ... nk ke BEIJING, China. Wlupun berat ati nak membawa khairan tp me yakin, insyaallah, me & khairan akan dilindungi oleh ALLAH semasa bercuti di China.
6 days 5 nite, me & khairan kat China totally awesome with MUSLIM package, WINTER Season & an value experienced with can't buy with money. Jurang umur berbeza mmg ketara, di usia khairan 3 yrs 9 days berbanding me yg 30an ++, khairan telah selamat smpi ke China. Mungkin terlalu kecik utk khairan tp me yakin kerana cerita2 kat BLOG akan dibaca & dilihat oleh khairan sndri pd satu masa nnt. Eventho, me bukan laa hidup yg mewah tp alhamdulillah rezeki sket bule laa spend time with khairan di masa me tgh sihat berjalan, kerana me tau blum tentu papa akan mendukung me ketika me dah x larat nk berjalan nnt ....

Kali ni ,me xde masa yg sesuai nk "bercerita" byk ketika bercuti di China utk 6 days adds lagi ade lebey 400 keping piccas nk diuploadedkan so me just blogkan apa yg terisitimewa time me & khairan spent time kat BEIJING during winter.

1st of mission completed

Great of Walls.

Berbekalkan suhu -10, mendukung khairan 15kg, bertemankan suhu sejuk berangin.

Me & khairan berjaya climbed it until pintu ke-1.
My khairan was a little Chinese WARRIOR. AWESOME!

Mmg cantik viewnya. Subhan'allah, Maha Pencipta Allah. Terlau kerdil rasanya me ketika berada di atas. Salah 1 tujuh benda ajaib di dunia yg telah me & khairan berada.

Eventho me & khairan x smpi pintu yg ke-5.. klu panjat pon mahu 2 ari utk smpi ke pintu ke-5

tp terharu rasa hati biler kaki berdiri, ternyata berpijak dibumi yg nyata.

Gitu cantiknya ... sang mentari memancar. Tembok besar China merupakan seperti seekor naga panjang yg menawan sekali. Terasa seperti seekor naga yg  bernyawa ketika mendakinya....Bayangkan rakyat2 yg membinanya pd tahun 475-221 seblum Masihi. Mmg sah dipanggil benda ajaib didunia.
My foot printed was here at Great Walls....bangga ooooo

2nd of mission completed
Me & khairan was here at Dataran Tian An Men - terbesar di dunia!

Suhu yg 0~sewal pagi with no sunshine menemani me & khairan.

Khairan at Great Hall of the people & Makan Mao.
Chaiyo laa, khairan berjaya ngharungi.

Selepas itu, Me & khairan pegi melawat KOTA TERLARANG atau FOR-BIDDEN City. Ia adalah sebuah Istana lama Maharaja China yg berumur more than 500 yrs ago. Besarnya ... cam 5km berjalan kaki, smbl cuaca sejuk yg teramat2 sejuukkkkkkkkk.

Pintu Selatan. Indoor xvtvt with 3 hours. DAMN.

Freaking cold. Dah laa kena melawat sumernya.

Akhirnya .. ade mentari yg menghangat kesejukkan.

Pintu Utara iaitu pintu keluar, me & khairan berjaya melawat sumernya. Biasanya tego kat TV atau drama2 cina..kali ni depan mata sndri ... wallaaaaaaa, terharunya.

3rd of mission completed 

Panda ZOO

Me & khairan at Panda Zoo. Kat Malaysia ade ke Panda? so nmpknya sape2 yg minat kat spesis beruang ni..kena laa dtg & nengok sndri...cumilnya panda2 nih...gebu btul

Seblum melawat Panda nih, tour guide dah bagi morning call suru panda ni bangun so alhamdulillah laa ols of Panda is wake up & active.

4th of mission completed
Bermain ski

 Me & khairan at SNOW WORLD. Wlupun kat genting ade but is totally not same.
Yg ni natural...ade pokok pine, persekitaran yg fresh sgt. Berlatarkan gunung ganggang berjirankan ladang2 buah epal & peach ... so nyamannya.

Me x main ski sbb bahaya utk khairan, insyallah klu khairan dah besar nnt .. bulelaa bermain ski so me & khairan just main gelongsor. Fees is just 20 yuan utk 2 kali. Since Khairan yg cumil, me just paid 40 yuan...main laa smpi termuntah2.

 Khairan is really enjoyed it.

Me yg kamput turun naik. Dah sejuk .. berangin plak, pipi pun rasa lembut jee bak sutera.

5th of mission completed

  SUMMER PALACE. Sebuah cerita yg menarik about it. Me & Khairan kat SUMMER Place bridge.

 Jenuhnya nk mendukung Panda mama ni.

Stroller x bawa turun sbb bertangga so patah laa pinggang mama .. asyik berdukung je. Bukan apa sbb cuaca sejuk so khairan lebih suka dipeluk .. HANGAT.
Abis , mama sejuk, camna????

Suhu dah cecah -5 tp x cukup lagi ... utk bermain ski atas tasik.

klu dengar -5 .. x cukup sejuk lagi, it's look crazykan? pdhal air-con kat umah pun just suhu 16 dah off kan ..

bukan apa .. nak pastikan tahap ketebalan beku tasik sebenarnya ..

 SUMMER Palace ni dikelilingi tasik yg amat cantik.
Didlm tasik tu adalah FRESH water utk pembiakkan Pearl bagi ibu Maharaja.
So tasik ni x laa sedlm mna pun tp mereka  x jamin sebeku mana tasik nih.
Nak turun pun x berani wlupun x dalam .. takut jatuh dlm air yg sejuk.
Tego mereka ni berjalan, berski, duduk atas tasik yg beku...naik gayat plak

Me x berani ooooo .. berat 84kg nih

6th of mission completed

The snow fall down

 Rezeki me & khairan. After sopink at Barang kemas-Olympic Sponsor Jewelery City..Our's tour guide says..snow will be fall ... alhamdulillah, akhirnya merasa gak...wlupun bukan UK, NZ or Switzerland.

Khairan really enjoyed it. Mana tak kat umah asyik main bubble je. Yg ni natural dari atas
Siap buka mulut bagi salji masuk dlm mulut.

X puas la..siap ambk salji nak tego...apa dia sebenarnya? Then, khairan says, mama ..ejuk ejuk,,ice!
Whateverlaa as long ..it's SNOW, babe.

Melakar nama

 Gini laa bentuk salji .. nipis dr kapas, berbentuk segi 6

7th mission of completed
Stadium Olympic

Berjaya akhirnya. Keunikan seni bina umpama sarang burung & water cube.

  Incredible place for khairan

 Me happy...yahuuuuu
The snow fall down but it's ok for khairan.
Sejuk mmg dah freezing to death..siap bule main ball lg.

 

Rupa2nya decoration X'mas tree as an ball ... khairan khairan

 My Foot printed ..... at Beijing

 For papa at KL...dunno jeles, ya

7 of mission was completed. It's a unforgetable journeys for me & Khairan. Memory indah akan terpahat di ingatan me & khairan. Alhamdulillah, we're safety landed at KL without any troublesome. Untill now, khairan is 3 yrs 1 months 1 day is feels ok. NO sickness. Healthy boy.

Bravoooooooo.

Panda mama & papa.